#poem ..........................................It's cold and raining, it's bringing me sadness. Thinking of you drives me to pure madness. No umbrella as I wait, water trickles down my head. Wish I was warm and holding you in my bed. I know it feels like we are at a dead end. I watch you through the window as you serve those men. I know it feels like our hearts been torn to pieces. But I know if we try real hard we can go the distance. I want to hold back, yet I want to scream! My heart has been broken and yet I still want to live the dream. White picket fences a baby and puppy dog. If only I had even a slight belief in God. I would fall to my knees each night and pray. As of now I am up all night and sleep all day. No matter what the skies without you are grey. I feel like I am just walking stalked as prey. To be swallow up my this world as a whole. The pain the love... I feel like I have paid my toll. My dues for this life and maybe the next. What can I do I can't seem to calm myself and rest. So here I wait for you in the pouring rain. I may just be severely damaged in my brain. But I can't get your memories out of my head. No matter what, without you I feel like I am dead. by shareandlike